I just want to grab him and hold him and say forget it, lets just pretend i didn't say that. and just be in his arms and never let him go. I just can't stop hurting and I can't stop this feeling of utter devastation. I just think of him, how much he must resent me, how much he must resent all the time and effort he put into me and now I am leaving. He tried so hard with all his might to make me happy but no amount of trying can stop the storm from coming and nothing he can do will make this right. Please dont hate me. Im trying to do the right thing for us both. enter tears here.
~el
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