I am not alone

The hardest part is feeling like I am all alone and no one can possibly understand how I feel.

The realization that I am not alone, is what is going to carry me through this.

And today I found out that I am not alone.

~el

Through the fire and into the storm

I walked through the fire and came out alive but only barely.  The next steps are the most painful as I walk away from this life.  Empty and not whole.

Trying to start over and heading into the unknown is a daunting task.

Start with the packing, the separation of "things" who gets what... who even wants it with all those memories attached.

The storm that I am facing is menacing but when it is over, I will be cleansed of this life and starting a new one. 

I am looking forward to the sun.

~el