fine not fine...

its just moment to moment. surviving somehow.

this is not about then, this is just about now.

What is there left to cry about?

There can't possibly be another tear to shed over this relationship.

There is no way that any more guilt or saddness can possibly fit in my soul.

I can't carry any more anxiety or pressure in this body.

I feel like there is light just around the corner if only I would allow myself to see look at it.

~el