Candice posted this on her FB a quote Marah had posted on her FB.
The things I find on FB.It's taken a few days for the divorce to sink in but finally, it's catching up to me.
I know that I need to be alone. To find my way to independence and be ok with being by myself. I just haven't decided if I believe this or not. I've never wanted to be alone. I have spent my whole life looking for
my soul mate
the father of my children
my prince.
And now I am supposed to give up on all of that and "roar?" I just don't know how.
It seems too much to try to start over but at the same time, I know people do. They come back from the deepest deepest despair and they are stronger and they survive.I am a survivor.
I am so used to having someone in my life. Someone to help make the happy happier. I just don't know how to be alone.
I feel like a widowed old lady losing her husband of 60 years.
The ups and downs, the ebbs and flows. I am ok with all of that but being alone? Am I ok with that? I really don't know.
Gotta go put my brave girl pants on and face the music. and lie in the bed I made and carry on.
