Grew a pair

The torture is over but actually it has just begun.

After telling you I'm leaving I have to pick up my life where i left it before you but with another piece of my heart broken off.

I am numb with sadness and dont know if I can cry one more tear but know I will cry millions more.

Being in this house with you is the sadest thing but I don't know how to begin to leave.

Seeing our life together laid out and reflected in every object and speck of dust is debilitating.

I can't even begin to describe the guilt I feel.

I just hope that this too shall pass.

and then I found this.



~el